ree | things I have learned in 2021

I can't sentence structure, so list:

I really should have backed up my PC ebook settings into a different folder before I uninstalled+reinstalled.
Difficulty swallowing is a symptom of dementia.
The Croods movies are surprisingly good.
Funerals suck even harder when you're in the next-of-kin row.
The old "I'm recovering from surgery" excuse only lasts until the next relevant person needs and gets surgery.
I thought grief would feel like intrusive thoughts of sorrow, but it's mostly feeling like a thick, foggy static/panic that is hard to think through and also everything non-physically hurts.
Dhalgren is confusing and long. No, like, way more confusing than you're imagining.
Being a mom keeps getting harder. Always worth it, but ever harder.
I do not like reading a book with death magic, finding death abruptly all to pertinent to my daily life, and finding that the next book on my to-be-read pile starts at a fucking deathbed. Do Not Want!
I can't even fathom how much my mother must have done to help me throughout my entire life. So often, I didn't even see it. Now it's gone and I am at sea.

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Found and reposted this and now I shall have a hard cry again before breakfast.